After so many bouts of hesitation and uncertainty, I finally found the courage to spill it all out. I have decided, and talked to my manager about quitting my job. I'm finally going home this first week of October. Good thing she's a very understanding and broad-minded woman, and she approved with my plan to practice nursing in the Philippines first, and then see where this will lead me. There's a chance that I might come back here, so I won't say goodbye for good yet.
Jamjam was so thrilled when she knew about it. And I can't wait to be with her again. I just hope and pray that I'm making the right decision.